Am i the only one whose parent constantly invalidates whatever you have to say?
(You don't have to read this)
I mean im scared of plenty of things (too many) and every time i talk about it with my dad he says im being ridiculous
And in an argument (we fight a lot) he puts all the blame on me and doesn't give me a chance to stand up for myself, because apparently to him he isn't invalidating he's just "being in charge" and that means i have to sit there and listen to him yell at me and if i DO try and talk he tells me to shut it
That's why i don't bring up any sort of mental issues that i have around him because he'll say im being dramatic, its also why im scared to come out to him,
Don't worry though, he's been like this my whole life
I don't really know how to deal with problems though, because he's only taught me yelling and stuff
Of course he doesn't yell at my brother and sister, just me 🥰
He thinks just because i have a house and food that i have no reason to be miserable ie: i was out with my dad (and siblings) and i was MISERABLE why? Because im always miserable and he says to me "whats wrong with you? You have nothing to be sad about, i spent 100 dollars on each of your tickets so we could go here there's nothing to be miserable about"
He always asks whats wrong with me, and he says me and my siblings ruin everything
Buuuuut im probably just being dramatic and it probably isn't that bad
(Im sure he has a reason for being an asshole, my grandma and grandpa fought a LOT when he was little)
So uh that concludes my ted talk about my dad
The end
Have a good day
😀👋
On a more positive ish note,
I get to see my grandpa, uncle and my grandpa's girlfriend today
Aaaand im going back to school soon and that means i FINALLY get to join the theater club, art club and my schools pride alliance
It kinda sucks that im the only gay girl in my grade though (there is a gay guy), though soon (if i can figure it out) i might be my grades only non binary pal :l
Oh, and i happy stimmed a lot yesterday i found a song and im OBSESSED with it, i can't find the name though (yes, i stim. I have as you know adhd, and people with adhd can stim)
My dad is emotionally abusive, and his only excuse is that he's "being a parent" but I don't think being a parent means bringing your child's self esteem down. I'm diagnosed with adhd, bipolar disorder, and depression, I was even sent to a mental hospital cause of my harmful thoughts.
But my dad still think it's a cry for attention. I never feel accepted by him so I keep everything to myself, cause we fight 24/7 and mostly it's cause he doesn't agree with me or cause of something I said or did.
I don't even talk back rudely and he still think i'm disrespectful.
I have like 3-4 more years til I move out but honestly he pisses me off :/
This is my newest oc Kaguya, i keep messing her name up with kageyama and its becoming problematic
Also side rant
I was listening to spotify, and this dairy queen commercial comes up, and they did their normal thing, and for some weird ass reasons, i DIED when they said a creamy frosty
okay, try to copy the link and search it on google, that might work!
my oc is Morganite, she is a gem that loves pranks and being a troublemaker. She also loves to annoy pearl, but she is a likeable gem when you get to know her, so think of her as jevil!
you wake up in the middle of the forest, and you cant get up, and you see someone looking around, all you can see of him is the back of his hoodie, his jeans, and his mop of messy-on-purpose brown hair
he turns around, and notices you lying on the ground, unable to get up
"hey, youre finally awake" he says, with a small grin "can you get up?" he says
" well, thats a shame" he says, he then turns around, and gets a phone call.
" okay, i have to go, if and when you can get up, go that way and walk for 2 miles, dont follow me" he says, pointing where you need to go, he then starts to walk off
" wow, you really dont remember?" he says with a smile "well, like i sai-
suddenly you seem to be in a high school setting, your old school, to be specific, well not exactly old, you just started collage last year
youre standing by a boy who looks just like the man who was standing over you a few minutes ago, this time he is wearing a black turtle neck and ripped jeans, and he has a black eye and a bloody nose
So. For a bit of backstory or whatever, from my window i can see most of my town, and there's also woods / a field and stuff between my house and where i go to school and stuff.
And in my dream there was none of that, just a couple bushes and a road. And i see a van someone runs out of the van and into a bush and i see a camera pointed at my window
I go outside and guess who was taking creepy bush pictures of me.. DANNY DEVITO THATS WHO
Crush Tangle (the grren & purple Mangle from FNAF World)
Enemy Chop & Roll
Type Nightmare Adventure (oooh that makes sense, their from FNAF World)
Name Badac
(oh and also shes from Gltch World so thats why her name doesnt make much sense)
FNAF OC #2 (gutarist)
color Dark Lilac
Animal dragon
Friend Marionette
Crush Ella
Enemy Toy Chica
Type Twisted
Name Fallou
FNAF OC #3 (drummer)
color Black & White
Animal fox
Friend Bucket Bob
Crush Ennard (i just hope everyone agrees to like you back dude.....)
Enemy Back Room Heads (im not sure you can be enimies with things that cant even speak in complete sentences........oh btw the Back Room Heads are the two heads from the books)
Type Shadow
Name Gegar
FNAF OC #4 (waitress/waiter)
color Springtrap Yellow
Animal coyote
Friend Rockstar Freddy
Crush Molten Freddy (it seems you have a thing for bears)
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Having a mild anxiety attack at your grandpa's house be like: 👁💧👄💧👁
nu
Yas
nuuu whyyyyyyy
i hope ur ok now
Yeah
I calmed myself down
ok
no I am not on
And no im not staying on
Im just here to say my Nintendo friend code
So maybe we could eventually play splatoon or animal crossing together
SW-4842-7830-7700
there
Ta da your welcome to friend me on their
Because I am a lonely rat
This post is getting to long
So ima go now
Bai bai
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cmw81OLNqQs
lol
wut
Am i the only one whose parent constantly invalidates whatever you have to say?
(You don't have to read this)
I mean im scared of plenty of things (too many) and every time i talk about it with my dad he says im being ridiculous
And in an argument (we fight a lot) he puts all the blame on me and doesn't give me a chance to stand up for myself, because apparently to him he isn't invalidating he's just "being in charge" and that means i have to sit there and listen to him yell at me and if i DO try and talk he tells me to shut it
That's why i don't bring up any sort of mental issues that i have around him because he'll say im being dramatic, its also why im scared to come out to him,
Don't worry though, he's been like this my whole life
I don't really know how to deal with problems though, because he's only taught me yelling and stuff
Of course he doesn't yell at my brother and sister, just me 🥰
He thinks just because i have a house and food that i have no reason to be miserable ie: i was out with my dad (and siblings) and i was MISERABLE why? Because im always miserable and he says to me "whats wrong with you? You have nothing to be sad about, i spent 100 dollars on each of your tickets so we could go here there's nothing to be miserable about"
He always asks whats wrong with me, and he says me and my siblings ruin everything
Buuuuut im probably just being dramatic and it probably isn't that bad
(Im sure he has a reason for being an asshole, my grandma and grandpa fought a LOT when he was little)
So uh that concludes my ted talk about my dad
The end
Have a good day
😀👋
On a more positive ish note,
I get to see my grandpa, uncle and my grandpa's girlfriend today
Aaaand im going back to school soon and that means i FINALLY get to join the theater club, art club and my schools pride alliance
It kinda sucks that im the only gay girl in my grade though (there is a gay guy), though soon (if i can figure it out) i might be my grades only non binary pal :l
Oh, and i happy stimmed a lot yesterday i found a song and im OBSESSED with it, i can't find the name though (yes, i stim. I have as you know adhd, and people with adhd can stim)
hey! same here.
My dad is emotionally abusive, and his only excuse is that he's "being a parent" but I don't think being a parent means bringing your child's self esteem down. I'm diagnosed with adhd, bipolar disorder, and depression, I was even sent to a mental hospital cause of my harmful thoughts.
But my dad still think it's a cry for attention. I never feel accepted by him so I keep everything to myself, cause we fight 24/7 and mostly it's cause he doesn't agree with me or cause of something I said or did.
I don't even talk back rudely and he still think i'm disrespectful.
I have like 3-4 more years til I move out but honestly he pisses me off :/
if you have discord, we can talk there! liz#7750
EXACTLY
I haven't really spoken to mine about anything
And he can be great sometimes
And no, i (sadly) don't have discord
same here, my dad can be okay but his words and actions do hurt a lot.
And that's totally fine! I'm just glad I'm not the only one who's struggling! ^^
hey if you need to talk about anything im here
i also have deppression, i also have severe anxiety and im related to countless people with bipolar
so if you need to talk im kinda the online therapist on this site and ive helped tons of people!
(well like 5)
ive told him its hurtful and he tries to justify what he says, and he hasn't stopped
Yeah,😁
okay
if you have mental issues, than your prolly NOT being dramatic
and having people who fought growing up isnt a reason to be an asshole, i know that firsthand
so your dads just being an asshole for no good reason
and ruining your life, not the other way around
and just becuase you guys are related doesnt mean you should wimp out and not stick up for yourself
thats how you get stuck at some dead-end job with no sanity left becuz some worthless asshole took it all
stand up for yourself
and tell your parents about you mental issues
well i don't wanna bother my family with some sily old problems
youre problems are NOT silly
thats what i used to think
theyre NOT silly, theyre REAL and LEGIT
and you NEED to speak up about them
no they're not
I am probably just subconsciously faking it or something
I do NOT need to speak up abt them
YES THEY ARE
Kat dude that is scientifically impossible
YOU DO!
if you dont then you'll be stuck working at McDonalds without a lover or kids and with no car
so frickin speak the hell up before its to late
i didnt speak up untill the last minute
and i almost didnt have a life outside this website
Wach till the end X'D
T W E R K
Y E S
that twerking was fabulous
Indeed
anyway, let's start the steven universe rp!
are you there?
fter watching the Gay Disney Prince song by Thomas Sanders i realized
Thomas is wearing Logans uniform
and the other guy is wearing Romans costume
LOGAN X ROMAN CONFIRMED!!!
O o O
not that i personally ship it im much more of a Logan X Patton shipper myself
but i mean that legit confirms it
oh and
who are some other Sanders Sides characters you ship if there are any?
i also ship Deceit/Janus X Remus
virgil x roman
This is my newest oc Kaguya, i keep messing her name up with kageyama and its becoming problematic
Also side rant
I was listening to spotify, and this dairy queen commercial comes up, and they did their normal thing, and for some weird ass reasons, i DIED when they said a creamy frosty
why?
Because i have no sense of humor
you dont have NO sense of humor
you have a STRANGE sense of humor
yes a VERY strange sense of humor
yeah
ded
creepypasta oc check
kasie evans
uwu
guys- im bored ._. So ima play roblox
So uh bai-
Bk
cool!
uwu i love her but it would take me awhile to get used to those eyes
to anyone alive: wanna do a steven universe rp?
yes
oh- sure-
okey here is my oc: file:///C:/Users/Damla%20Yaz%C4%B1c%C4%B1/Desktop/mgm%20screenshots/Morganite.PNG
it won't let me on it ._.
But here's mine
Her gem type is red beryl
Her weapon is two guns and she can put it together to make an ultimate gun
Her gem location is on her shoulder
And she lives in a farm
okay, try to copy the link and search it on google, that might work!
my oc is Morganite, she is a gem that loves pranks and being a troublemaker. She also loves to annoy pearl, but she is a likeable gem when you get to know her, so think of her as jevil!
ok-
Also mine be part hooman
I tried that
???: -she would be feeding ducks at a lake-
yo
sup!
Ded chat
i am alive!
anyone wanna do a CP RP?
heres the story:
you wake up in the middle of the forest, and you cant get up, and you see someone looking around, all you can see of him is the back of his hoodie, his jeans, and his mop of messy-on-purpose brown hair
he turns around, and notices you lying on the ground, unable to get up
"hey, youre finally awake" he says, with a small grin "can you get up?" he says
CHOOSE
A. "who are you?"
B. "no...not really"
B
" well, thats a shame" he says, he then turns around, and gets a phone call.
" okay, i have to go, if and when you can get up, go that way and walk for 2 miles, dont follow me" he says, pointing where you need to go, he then starts to walk off
CHOOSE
A. follow him
B. "who are you?"
C. walk away
B
" wow, you really dont remember?" he says with a smile "well, like i sai-
suddenly you seem to be in a high school setting, your old school, to be specific, well not exactly old, you just started collage last year
youre standing by a boy who looks just like the man who was standing over you a few minutes ago, this time he is wearing a black turtle neck and ripped jeans, and he has a black eye and a bloody nose
CHOOSE
A. "what happened to you? who hurt you?"
B. "whats your name?"
A
yus adorable
nice
Funny story about Steve
We had a very Intimate friendship and we were quite close actually, so much so that everyone thought we were gay for each other
Then a year later i came out as bi :D
And no, to answer your question i didn't like like Steve because i have ✨taste✨
she RADIATES homophobic vibes
Because she was like SUUUPER offended that people thought she wasn't straight, and refused to hug me for a while after
So uh yeh
oh
thats prolly why Steve bullied you
I mean im not too sure
I came out to her like a month ago
Soooo
hmmmm
nvm then
FnaF OC Group #5
FNaF OC No. 1 (singer)
color
Dark Teal
Animal
Coyote
Friend
Rockstar Bonnie
Enemy
Egg Baby
Crush
Freddy Prop (i swear dude these guys really like inanimate objects)
Type
Withered
Sexuality
Straight
Pronouns
he/him
Name
Balaeild
FNaF OC #2 (drummer)
color
Pastel Orange
animal
Kangaroo
Friend
Adveture Phantom Mangle
Crush
Susie (Chica)
Enemy
Adventure NM Chica
Type
Springlock
Name
Gayegle
FNaF OC #3 (storyteller dude)
color
Brown
animal
Chicken
Friend
Lolbit
Crush
Mangle
Enemy
Rockstar Parrot (for real bro)
Type
Nightmare
Name
Nightmare Jabelaide
FNaF OC #4
color
dark Magenta
animal
Mouse
Friend
Springtrap (oh noes shes part of the cult.....)
Crush
Killer Butterflies (uh......lemme look up who or what this is)
(uh can someone tell me what this is google isnt helping)
Enemy
Phantom Freddy (makes sense considering who your friend is....sorta)
Type
Nightmare (wait....actualy no this still makes sense)
Name
Kalg
if you said yes
yey
:P
:)
-me smaccing your face-
LOoK chIlD, look At mY drAwiNg
qwq
qwp
🙃
dmb
bOoTiFuL DrAwInG
yEsh tAnK yOu
nP BrAh (btw noticed anything different in writing posts?)
. . . I just see different posts-
no, like, does replying to post part look different than yesterday?
can i draw yall characters?
yes here are two of them
E
yes or no
...............
(shes gonna kill me if i say no isnt she?)
yes????????
creepypasta vibes
yes!
FNaF OC Group #4!
OC No.!! (singer)
color
Burnt Orange
animal
Lion
Friend
Ella
Crush
Nightmare Freddy
Enemy
Pigpatch (no not the banjo pig why?)
Type
Phantom
FNaF OC #2 *drummer)
color
Springtrap Yellow
animal
Dragon
Friend
El Chip
Crush
Adventure Endo 2
Enemy
Phantom Puppet
Type
Funtime
Name
Baccdy
FnaF OC #3 (gutarist)
color
William Afton Purple
animal
blank/human
Friend
Paperpal Balloon Boy
Crush
Withered Bonnie
Enemy
White Rabbit
Type
Springlock
Name
Galun
FNaF OC #4 (cupcake dude)
color
Dark Purple
Animal
Penguin
Friend
Adventure Withered Bonnie
Crush
Chippers Revenge
Enemy
Freddy Prop (you ok? you realize thats an inanimate object right?)
Type
Shadow
Name
Geabola
what is this generator
its one i made myself!
its called Paras FNaF generator and its on this site:
https://www.lastgaspgrimoire.com/generators/the-seventh-order-of-the-random-generator/
I had the weirdest dream
AGAIN
So. For a bit of backstory or whatever, from my window i can see most of my town, and there's also woods / a field and stuff between my house and where i go to school and stuff.
And in my dream there was none of that, just a couple bushes and a road. And i see a van someone runs out of the van and into a bush and i see a camera pointed at my window
I go outside and guess who was taking creepy bush pictures of me.. DANNY DEVITO THATS WHO
omfg
why danny devito?
I don't know
😭🤣🤣😭
ok
but i wouldnt mind if danny devito is takin pictures of me
i mean dude like its scory but like
idk
It feeds my fear of being watched and going near windows at night
....
kay so your brain is telling you that fear is getting stronger
Puppets >:3
I choked on nothing then fell off my bad and hit my head on my garbage can T^T
oh noes
also cute!
thank you
And NOT TO WORRY. I HAVE A THICK SKULL SO I HAVEN'T SUFFERED ANY DAMAGE:D
youre welcome!'
and i throught that said damaged
oh lol
*:D
yeh
FNAF OC GROUP #3
so uh ima start drawing these dudes now
FNAF OC #1 (gutarist)
color
Dark Gold
animal
Crocodile
Friend
Michael Afton
Crush
Phantom BB
Enemy
Circus Baby (hey uh i dont think Mike is your friend, i think hes just trying to make sure his sister isnt gonna be hurt)
Type
Twisted (oh maybe you do have a chance at defeating your enemy)
Name
Callene
FNAF OC #2 (drummer)
color
White
animal
Fox
Friend
Phantom Golden Freddy
Crush
Meringue
(you have got to be kidding me, THIS is Meringue)
Enemy
Fredbear (yeah makes sense)
Type
Toy
Name
Faidsion
FNAF OC #3 ( singer)
color
White
animal
Bear
Friend
Eggs Benedict/Michael Afton
Crush
no.1 Crate (again with the crushes on inanimate objects)
Enemy
Phantom Freddy
Type
Toy
Name
Bi
FNAF OC #4 ( drummer)
color
Maroon
animal
Bird
Friend
Helpy (yay Helpy isnt lonley anymore)
Crush
Withered Foxy
Enemy
Redbear
Type
Shadow (oh no wonder Redbear is her enemy, Redbear copies shadow freddy, and shes a red shadow bear)
Name
Kachlou
FNAF OC GROUP #2
yeah im making groups of 4 now
OC #1 (singer)
color
Lime Green
animal
Human
Friend
Purple Guy
Crush
Tangle (the grren & purple Mangle from FNAF World)
Enemy
Chop & Roll
Type
Nightmare Adventure (oooh that makes sense, their from FNAF World)
Name
Badac
(oh and also shes from Gltch World so thats why her name doesnt make much sense)
FNAF OC #2 (gutarist)
color
Dark Lilac
Animal
dragon
Friend
Marionette
Crush
Ella
Enemy
Toy Chica
Type
Twisted
Name
Fallou
FNAF OC #3 (drummer)
color
Black & White
Animal
fox
Friend
Bucket Bob
Crush
Ennard (i just hope everyone agrees to like you back dude.....)
Enemy
Back Room Heads (im not sure you can be enimies with things that cant even speak in complete sentences........oh btw the Back Room Heads are the two heads from the books)
Type
Shadow
Name
Gegar
FNAF OC #4 (waitress/waiter)
color
Springtrap Yellow
Animal
coyote
Friend
Rockstar Freddy
Crush
Molten Freddy (it seems you have a thing for bears)
Enemy
Bidybabs
Type
Springlock
Name
Daichlel
FNAF OC GROUP #1
color Springtrap Yellow
animal derpy bear (like Nedd Bear)
Friend Egg Baby (Data Archive)
Crush Balloon Boy (looks like a certian weasel or bear (i forgot) has some competition)
Enemy L.E.F.T.Y (thats a powerful enemy to have)
Type Scrap
Name Gaecijah
FNAF OC #12
color VERY Dark Grey
animal Crocodile
Friend Elizabeth Afton
Crush Freddy
Enemy Circus Baby (but isnt Elizaeth your friend.....?)
Type Classic
Name Jaelbola
FNAF OC #11
oh and uh each group of 4 is its own group
color Golden Yellow
animal Lizzard
Friend The Puppet
Crush Circus Baby (uh, considering in my headcannons The Puppet and Circus Baby are with each other i dont think shes your real friend......)
Enemy Adventure Paperpals
Type Funtime (oh that explains it)
Name Kaeun
FNAF OC #10
yay double didgits finally
color Lime Green
animal Snake
Friend Security Puppet
Crush Chica
Enemy Phantom Freddy
Type Classic
Name (yeah thats new) Falkbola (dont questioon it came from a random generator)
Elizabeth and baby are different people-
yes
BUT most if not all animatronics dont know that
what if that animztronic knows that-
yes
BUT they dont
how do you know that 🤔
FNAF OC #13
color
Springtrap Yellow
animal
derpy bear (like Nedd Bear)
Friend
Egg Baby (Data Archive)
Crush
Balloon Boy (looks like a certian weasel or bear (i forgot) has some competition)
Enemy
L.E.F.T.Y (thats a powerful enemy to have)
Type
Scrap
Name
Gaecijah
FNAF OC #12
color
VERY Dark Grey
animal
Crocodile
Friend
Elizabeth Afton
Crush
Freddy
Enemy
Circus Baby (but isnt Elizaeth your friend.....?)
Type
Classic
Name
Jaelbola
FNAF OC #11
oh and uh each group of 4 is its own group
color
Golden Yellow
animal
Lizzard
Friend
The Puppet
Crush
Circus Baby (uh, considering in my headcannons The Puppet and Circus Baby are with each other i dont think shes your real friend......)
Enemy
Adventure Paperpals
Type
Funtime (oh that explains it)
Name
Kaeun
FNAF OC #10
yay double didgits finally
color
Lime Green
animal
Snake
Friend
Security Puppet
Crush
Chica
Enemy
Phantom Freddy
Type
Classic
Name (yeah thats new)
Falkbola (dont questioon it came from a random generator)
i have started an ask series!!!!
ask:
SILVER
and Roxie from FNaF!
Sal
and Rebecca from BATIM!!
Carmel
and Para (in this AU) from Hazbin Hotel!
ok so Para how did you die and what did you do to go to hell
Para: oh i didnt die or anything, i was born in Hell, kinda lame dont you think?
did Carmel die
Para: yep, died by-
Carmel: uh no i didnt die you tasty.....i mean pretty human!
Rebecca are you a ink monster or human
FNAF OC #9
color
Springtrap Yellow
animal
Goose
Freind
Paperpal Balloon Boy
Crush
Fredlles
Enemy
Minireenas
Type
Withered
The Freddles??? Damnnnn
*cue me dying*
ah yes
the Freddles are so hawt and not scory ah yes
FNAF OC #8
color
Navy Blue
Animal
dragon
Friend
Paperpal Freddy
Enemy
Adventure Plushtrap
Crush
Funtime Chica
Type
Withered
Sexuality
Pansexual
Pronouns
she/her
oh btw the reason i post these is for like my own challange
i like seeing how you guys imagine these characters and i like seeing your guys art and all that to!
so
anyone want to make her?
I always take these challenges bc these are fun! A dragon and a bee?! I'm on it! THE SPECIAL ANIMATRONICS!
yes!
yes have fun with those two!
FNAF OC #6 OR 7
color
Salmon Red
animal
Bee
Friend
Ennard
Enemy
Withered Foxy
Crush
Totemole
Type
Springlock
Sexuality
Demisexual
Pronouns
he/him
btw anyone want me to draw an oc just ask
sorry late but..
wow! thats awesome! great job!
new art Style