It seems like the world is just a troublesome place. Sometimes, I think that I should just end the pain.You're sick, aren't you dear?I'm sick of the tears! Why can't everything just end simply?
Am i the only one whose parent constantly invalidates whatever you have to say?
(You don't have to read this)
I mean im scared of plenty of things (too many) and every time i talk about it with my dad he says im being ridiculous
And in an argument (we fight a lot) he puts all the blame on me and doesn't give me a chance to stand up for myself, because apparently to him he isn't invalidating he's just "being in charge" and that means i have to sit there and listen to him yell at me and if i DO try and talk he tells me to shut it
That's why i don't bring up any sort of mental issues that i have around him because he'll say im being dramatic, its also why im scared to come out to him,
Don't worry though, he's been like this my whole life
I don't really know how to deal with problems though, because he's only taught me yelling and stuff
Of course he doesn't yell at my brother and sister, just me 🥰
He thinks just because i have a house and food that i have no reason to be miserable ie: i was out with my dad (and siblings) and i was MISERABLE why? Because im always miserable and he says to me "whats wrong with you? You have nothing to be sad about, i spent 100 dollars on each of your tickets so we could go here there's nothing to be miserable about"
He always asks whats wrong with me, and he says me and my siblings ruin everything
Buuuuut im probably just being dramatic and it probably isn't that bad
(Im sure he has a reason for being an asshole, my grandma and grandpa fought a LOT when he was little)
So uh that concludes my ted talk about my dad
The end
Have a good day
😀👋
On a more positive ish note,
I get to see my grandpa, uncle and my grandpa's girlfriend today
Aaaand im going back to school soon and that means i FINALLY get to join the theater club, art club and my schools pride alliance
It kinda sucks that im the only gay girl in my grade though (there is a gay guy), though soon (if i can figure it out) i might be my grades only non binary pal :l
Oh, and i happy stimmed a lot yesterday i found a song and im OBSESSED with it, i can't find the name though (yes, i stim. I have as you know adhd, and people with adhd can stim)
My dad is emotionally abusive, and his only excuse is that he's "being a parent" but I don't think being a parent means bringing your child's self esteem down. I'm diagnosed with adhd, bipolar disorder, and depression, I was even sent to a mental hospital cause of my harmful thoughts.
But my dad still think it's a cry for attention. I never feel accepted by him so I keep everything to myself, cause we fight 24/7 and mostly it's cause he doesn't agree with me or cause of something I said or did.
I don't even talk back rudely and he still think i'm disrespectful.
I have like 3-4 more years til I move out but honestly he pisses me off :/
This is my newest oc Kaguya, i keep messing her name up with kageyama and its becoming problematic
Also side rant
I was listening to spotify, and this dairy queen commercial comes up, and they did their normal thing, and for some weird ass reasons, i DIED when they said a creamy frosty
okay, try to copy the link and search it on google, that might work!
my oc is Morganite, she is a gem that loves pranks and being a troublemaker. She also loves to annoy pearl, but she is a likeable gem when you get to know her, so think of her as jevil!
you wake up in the middle of the forest, and you cant get up, and you see someone looking around, all you can see of him is the back of his hoodie, his jeans, and his mop of messy-on-purpose brown hair
he turns around, and notices you lying on the ground, unable to get up
"hey, youre finally awake" he says, with a small grin "can you get up?" he says
" well, thats a shame" he says, he then turns around, and gets a phone call.
" okay, i have to go, if and when you can get up, go that way and walk for 2 miles, dont follow me" he says, pointing where you need to go, he then starts to walk off
" wow, you really dont remember?" he says with a smile "well, like i sai-
suddenly you seem to be in a high school setting, your old school, to be specific, well not exactly old, you just started collage last year
youre standing by a boy who looks just like the man who was standing over you a few minutes ago, this time he is wearing a black turtle neck and ripped jeans, and he has a black eye and a bloody nose
So. For a bit of backstory or whatever, from my window i can see most of my town, and there's also woods / a field and stuff between my house and where i go to school and stuff.
And in my dream there was none of that, just a couple bushes and a road. And i see a van someone runs out of the van and into a bush and i see a camera pointed at my window
I go outside and guess who was taking creepy bush pictures of me.. DANNY DEVITO THATS WHO
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So i found out that LOK is on Netflix in America
And that sucks because *sniff* i don't live in the u.s.
*🇨🇦🍁🦌❄☃️cries in Canadian☃️❄🦌🍁🇨🇦*
hecc is LOK?
plus there are tons of browser things that et you switch wht contry your in without actualy going anywhere
The legend of korra
And im on mobile (with insane parental controls) so yeah T^T
Song: Irony by Lizz Robinett
Sometimes, I think that I should just end the pain.
Why can't everything just end simply?
noice but le hug
*hug*
I FREAKING HATE POPSICLE STICKS
I DON'T WANNA TOUCH THEM
keep those monsters away from me
They are upsetting and idk why
They feel uncomfy to my fingers
And they BUG me
(I eat popsicles with the wrapper around the stick btw)
🧃rant over🧃
I have slowly migrated from my bed to in front of my bookshelf without getting up
My laziness knows NO BOUNDS :D
🧃whatever that was, over🧃
😗👉👉 *awkward bisexual finger guns intensify*
yep
:l 😗👉👉
nuuu
I SHALT NOW CALL UPON LE GOD PAN, GOD OF MULTIGENDERED ORGIES AND NATURE!!!!!!!!!!!!
PANSEXUAL STERIOTYPES GO!
(omfg.........)
(cringe alert)
BISEXUAL STEREOTYPES GO!
😗👉👉
*sits on chair the wrong way*
😗💄 *applies chapstick with attitude *
EEE SAYTR ARMY GO!
*le army of goat dudes advances*
ORGIES GO! WAIT DONT DO THAT!
Hi i have trash
nu ur not!!!
u r not trash!
nobody here is trash!
thanks
youre welcome!
(check out the post under this!!!)
This is Millie
you have to be very quiet, you can't wake her up
i said SHHH
see? now you woke her up, and she doesnt like being woken up
here is her bio!
Name: Millie
Age: ???
Race: ???
Likes: sleeping, soft hoodies, comfortable clothing, blankets
Dislikes: being woken up (it hurts her to look at things), Earths air (she seems to be alergic)
Fav Food/Drink: CHOCLATE
Least Fav Food/Drink: Broocoli
i luv her but she needs a hug
Sad gorl ):
yus
*i shalt hug her now*
Y'ALL
Y'ALL
Y'ALL
THIS IS TERRIBLE
I found out that Netflix is gonna remake atla in live action
Thats not the bad bit
They wanna make it darker
Now atla is about genocide and shit how dark can it get
They, want, to, add, S3X
WTFFFFFF
*gags* THESE PEOPLE ARE LIKE MY AGE
nu
nu
NU
NO
NOEZ
NO
NO SMEX
*panik*
*panik*
Screeeee
REEE AANG AND WHATS HER FACE WILL NEVER FACK
AANG IS LIKE 110
THATS BEING A PEDO
I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress
I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest
Makeup is running down, feelings are all around
How did I get here? I need to know
I keep collections of masks upon my wall
To try and stop myself from revealing it all
Affecting others is the last thing I would do
I keep to myself though I want to break through
nuuuuuuuu i shall give you a hug
*I GIVES YEW DA BIGGEST HUG EVERRRR*
Skyy:heh thanks
Me: no problem! now who or what made you this upset?
Skyy: my crush rejected me and im a cry baby
Me: oh that sucks.......well i dont really know ive never been rejected actualy
who wants to do a Bendy and Boris the Quest for the Ink Machine RP?
EDIT: this is my charcter
this is Rebecca, she also has the same ink disease Bendy and (i forgot her name srry guys) has
yesh
ye ok
wut episode do you want this to take place after?
the newest one or a older one?
older one
ok
wut point do we start off from?
Can we start at the beginning
Hello ovo Eddsworld posted something new ^v^
ah yes
ive seen better content on dis channel
but i still liek da vid dont worry nonexistent ppl who care
RIP edd ;-;
yep
i just found out today
dats tough
is lierally ANYONE on
Yes
I has just returned from my "wonderful" day with my family
*inhale*
what happened are you okay how bad was it who yelled at you
There was a lot of wasps and i started to get really upset so i ate inside and had an anxiety attack :D
dude
you had a whole real anxiety atack
over wasps? i mean are you alergic?
No
But im deathly afraid of bugs
And swarming things stress me tf out
Having a mild anxiety attack at your grandpa's house be like: 👁💧👄💧👁
nu
Yas
nuuu whyyyyyyy
i hope ur ok now
Yeah
I calmed myself down
ok
no I am not on
And no im not staying on
Im just here to say my Nintendo friend code
So maybe we could eventually play splatoon or animal crossing together
SW-4842-7830-7700
there
Ta da your welcome to friend me on their
Because I am a lonely rat
This post is getting to long
So ima go now
Bai bai
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cmw81OLNqQs
lol
wut
Am i the only one whose parent constantly invalidates whatever you have to say?
(You don't have to read this)
I mean im scared of plenty of things (too many) and every time i talk about it with my dad he says im being ridiculous
And in an argument (we fight a lot) he puts all the blame on me and doesn't give me a chance to stand up for myself, because apparently to him he isn't invalidating he's just "being in charge" and that means i have to sit there and listen to him yell at me and if i DO try and talk he tells me to shut it
That's why i don't bring up any sort of mental issues that i have around him because he'll say im being dramatic, its also why im scared to come out to him,
Don't worry though, he's been like this my whole life
I don't really know how to deal with problems though, because he's only taught me yelling and stuff
Of course he doesn't yell at my brother and sister, just me 🥰
He thinks just because i have a house and food that i have no reason to be miserable ie: i was out with my dad (and siblings) and i was MISERABLE why? Because im always miserable and he says to me "whats wrong with you? You have nothing to be sad about, i spent 100 dollars on each of your tickets so we could go here there's nothing to be miserable about"
He always asks whats wrong with me, and he says me and my siblings ruin everything
Buuuuut im probably just being dramatic and it probably isn't that bad
(Im sure he has a reason for being an asshole, my grandma and grandpa fought a LOT when he was little)
So uh that concludes my ted talk about my dad
The end
Have a good day
😀👋
On a more positive ish note,
I get to see my grandpa, uncle and my grandpa's girlfriend today
Aaaand im going back to school soon and that means i FINALLY get to join the theater club, art club and my schools pride alliance
It kinda sucks that im the only gay girl in my grade though (there is a gay guy), though soon (if i can figure it out) i might be my grades only non binary pal :l
Oh, and i happy stimmed a lot yesterday i found a song and im OBSESSED with it, i can't find the name though (yes, i stim. I have as you know adhd, and people with adhd can stim)
hey! same here.
My dad is emotionally abusive, and his only excuse is that he's "being a parent" but I don't think being a parent means bringing your child's self esteem down. I'm diagnosed with adhd, bipolar disorder, and depression, I was even sent to a mental hospital cause of my harmful thoughts.
But my dad still think it's a cry for attention. I never feel accepted by him so I keep everything to myself, cause we fight 24/7 and mostly it's cause he doesn't agree with me or cause of something I said or did.
I don't even talk back rudely and he still think i'm disrespectful.
I have like 3-4 more years til I move out but honestly he pisses me off :/
if you have discord, we can talk there! liz#7750
EXACTLY
I haven't really spoken to mine about anything
And he can be great sometimes
And no, i (sadly) don't have discord
same here, my dad can be okay but his words and actions do hurt a lot.
And that's totally fine! I'm just glad I'm not the only one who's struggling! ^^
hey if you need to talk about anything im here
i also have deppression, i also have severe anxiety and im related to countless people with bipolar
so if you need to talk im kinda the online therapist on this site and ive helped tons of people!
(well like 5)
ive told him its hurtful and he tries to justify what he says, and he hasn't stopped
Yeah,😁
okay
if you have mental issues, than your prolly NOT being dramatic
and having people who fought growing up isnt a reason to be an asshole, i know that firsthand
so your dads just being an asshole for no good reason
and ruining your life, not the other way around
and just becuase you guys are related doesnt mean you should wimp out and not stick up for yourself
thats how you get stuck at some dead-end job with no sanity left becuz some worthless asshole took it all
stand up for yourself
and tell your parents about you mental issues
well i don't wanna bother my family with some sily old problems
youre problems are NOT silly
thats what i used to think
theyre NOT silly, theyre REAL and LEGIT
and you NEED to speak up about them
no they're not
I am probably just subconsciously faking it or something
I do NOT need to speak up abt them
YES THEY ARE
Kat dude that is scientifically impossible
YOU DO!
if you dont then you'll be stuck working at McDonalds without a lover or kids and with no car
so frickin speak the hell up before its to late
i didnt speak up untill the last minute
and i almost didnt have a life outside this website
Wach till the end X'D
T W E R K
Y E S
that twerking was fabulous
Indeed
anyway, let's start the steven universe rp!
are you there?
fter watching the Gay Disney Prince song by Thomas Sanders i realized
Thomas is wearing Logans uniform
and the other guy is wearing Romans costume
LOGAN X ROMAN CONFIRMED!!!
O o O
not that i personally ship it im much more of a Logan X Patton shipper myself
but i mean that legit confirms it
oh and
who are some other Sanders Sides characters you ship if there are any?
i also ship Deceit/Janus X Remus
virgil x roman
This is my newest oc Kaguya, i keep messing her name up with kageyama and its becoming problematic
Also side rant
I was listening to spotify, and this dairy queen commercial comes up, and they did their normal thing, and for some weird ass reasons, i DIED when they said a creamy frosty
why?
Because i have no sense of humor
you dont have NO sense of humor
you have a STRANGE sense of humor
yes a VERY strange sense of humor
yeah
ded
creepypasta oc check
kasie evans
uwu
guys- im bored ._. So ima play roblox
So uh bai-
Bk
cool!
uwu i love her but it would take me awhile to get used to those eyes
to anyone alive: wanna do a steven universe rp?
yes
oh- sure-
okey here is my oc: file:///C:/Users/Damla%20Yaz%C4%B1c%C4%B1/Desktop/mgm%20screenshots/Morganite.PNG
it won't let me on it ._.
But here's mine
Her gem type is red beryl
Her weapon is two guns and she can put it together to make an ultimate gun
Her gem location is on her shoulder
And she lives in a farm
okay, try to copy the link and search it on google, that might work!
my oc is Morganite, she is a gem that loves pranks and being a troublemaker. She also loves to annoy pearl, but she is a likeable gem when you get to know her, so think of her as jevil!
ok-
Also mine be part hooman
I tried that
???: -she would be feeding ducks at a lake-
yo
sup!
Ded chat
i am alive!
anyone wanna do a CP RP?
heres the story:
you wake up in the middle of the forest, and you cant get up, and you see someone looking around, all you can see of him is the back of his hoodie, his jeans, and his mop of messy-on-purpose brown hair
he turns around, and notices you lying on the ground, unable to get up
"hey, youre finally awake" he says, with a small grin "can you get up?" he says
CHOOSE
A. "who are you?"
B. "no...not really"
B
" well, thats a shame" he says, he then turns around, and gets a phone call.
" okay, i have to go, if and when you can get up, go that way and walk for 2 miles, dont follow me" he says, pointing where you need to go, he then starts to walk off
CHOOSE
A. follow him
B. "who are you?"
C. walk away
B
" wow, you really dont remember?" he says with a smile "well, like i sai-
suddenly you seem to be in a high school setting, your old school, to be specific, well not exactly old, you just started collage last year
youre standing by a boy who looks just like the man who was standing over you a few minutes ago, this time he is wearing a black turtle neck and ripped jeans, and he has a black eye and a bloody nose
CHOOSE
A. "what happened to you? who hurt you?"
B. "whats your name?"
A
yus adorable
nice
Funny story about Steve
We had a very Intimate friendship and we were quite close actually, so much so that everyone thought we were gay for each other
Then a year later i came out as bi :D
And no, to answer your question i didn't like like Steve because i have ✨taste✨
she RADIATES homophobic vibes
Because she was like SUUUPER offended that people thought she wasn't straight, and refused to hug me for a while after
So uh yeh
oh
thats prolly why Steve bullied you
I mean im not too sure
I came out to her like a month ago
Soooo
hmmmm
nvm then
FnaF OC Group #5
FNaF OC No. 1 (singer)
color
Dark Teal
Animal
Coyote
Friend
Rockstar Bonnie
Enemy
Egg Baby
Crush
Freddy Prop (i swear dude these guys really like inanimate objects)
Type
Withered
Sexuality
Straight
Pronouns
he/him
Name
Balaeild
FNaF OC #2 (drummer)
color
Pastel Orange
animal
Kangaroo
Friend
Adveture Phantom Mangle
Crush
Susie (Chica)
Enemy
Adventure NM Chica
Type
Springlock
Name
Gayegle
FNaF OC #3 (storyteller dude)
color
Brown
animal
Chicken
Friend
Lolbit
Crush
Mangle
Enemy
Rockstar Parrot (for real bro)
Type
Nightmare
Name
Nightmare Jabelaide
FNaF OC #4
color
dark Magenta
animal
Mouse
Friend
Springtrap (oh noes shes part of the cult.....)
Crush
Killer Butterflies (uh......lemme look up who or what this is)
(uh can someone tell me what this is google isnt helping)
Enemy
Phantom Freddy (makes sense considering who your friend is....sorta)
Type
Nightmare (wait....actualy no this still makes sense)
Name
Kalg
if you said yes
yey
:P
:)
-me smaccing your face-
LOoK chIlD, look At mY drAwiNg
qwq
qwp
🙃
dmb
bOoTiFuL DrAwInG
yEsh tAnK yOu
nP BrAh (btw noticed anything different in writing posts?)
. . . I just see different posts-
no, like, does replying to post part look different than yesterday?
can i draw yall characters?
yes here are two of them
E
yes or no
...............
(shes gonna kill me if i say no isnt she?)
yes????????
creepypasta vibes
yes!
FNaF OC Group #4!
OC No.!! (singer)
color
Burnt Orange
animal
Lion
Friend
Ella
Crush
Nightmare Freddy
Enemy
Pigpatch (no not the banjo pig why?)
Type
Phantom
FNaF OC #2 *drummer)
color
Springtrap Yellow
animal
Dragon
Friend
El Chip
Crush
Adventure Endo 2
Enemy
Phantom Puppet
Type
Funtime
Name
Baccdy
FnaF OC #3 (gutarist)
color
William Afton Purple
animal
blank/human
Friend
Paperpal Balloon Boy
Crush
Withered Bonnie
Enemy
White Rabbit
Type
Springlock
Name
Galun
FNaF OC #4 (cupcake dude)
color
Dark Purple
Animal
Penguin
Friend
Adventure Withered Bonnie
Crush
Chippers Revenge
Enemy
Freddy Prop (you ok? you realize thats an inanimate object right?)
Type
Shadow
Name
Geabola
what is this generator
its one i made myself!
its called Paras FNaF generator and its on this site:
https://www.lastgaspgrimoire.com/generators/the-seventh-order-of-the-random-generator/
I had the weirdest dream
AGAIN
So. For a bit of backstory or whatever, from my window i can see most of my town, and there's also woods / a field and stuff between my house and where i go to school and stuff.
And in my dream there was none of that, just a couple bushes and a road. And i see a van someone runs out of the van and into a bush and i see a camera pointed at my window
I go outside and guess who was taking creepy bush pictures of me.. DANNY DEVITO THATS WHO
omfg
why danny devito?
I don't know
😭🤣🤣😭
ok
but i wouldnt mind if danny devito is takin pictures of me
i mean dude like its scory but like
idk
It feeds my fear of being watched and going near windows at night
....
kay so your brain is telling you that fear is getting stronger
Puppets >:3
I choked on nothing then fell off my bad and hit my head on my garbage can T^T
oh noes
also cute!
thank you
And NOT TO WORRY. I HAVE A THICK SKULL SO I HAVEN'T SUFFERED ANY DAMAGE:D
youre welcome!'
and i throught that said damaged
oh lol
*:D
yeh
FNAF OC GROUP #3
so uh ima start drawing these dudes now
FNAF OC #1 (gutarist)
color
Dark Gold
animal
Crocodile
Friend
Michael Afton
Crush
Phantom BB
Enemy
Circus Baby (hey uh i dont think Mike is your friend, i think hes just trying to make sure his sister isnt gonna be hurt)
Type
Twisted (oh maybe you do have a chance at defeating your enemy)
Name
Callene
FNAF OC #2 (drummer)
color
White
animal
Fox
Friend
Phantom Golden Freddy
Crush
Meringue
(you have got to be kidding me, THIS is Meringue)
Enemy
Fredbear (yeah makes sense)
Type
Toy
Name
Faidsion
FNAF OC #3 ( singer)
color
White
animal
Bear
Friend
Eggs Benedict/Michael Afton
Crush
no.1 Crate (again with the crushes on inanimate objects)
Enemy
Phantom Freddy
Type
Toy
Name
Bi
FNAF OC #4 ( drummer)
color
Maroon
animal
Bird
Friend
Helpy (yay Helpy isnt lonley anymore)
Crush
Withered Foxy
Enemy
Redbear
Type
Shadow (oh no wonder Redbear is her enemy, Redbear copies shadow freddy, and shes a red shadow bear)
Name
Kachlou